On the Verge

This month was like fucking e, all peace, love and happiness but the throwback it's such a fucking bitch.

I did a party on the beginning of the month that some might argue that was more successful than the last and we all know the first one was legendary. This one was as legendary but I can't take 100% of the credit for it because Edmy brought a shit load of people. I had an okay time.

Miriam and them came over the next weekend but I think is such a shame I either have old ass friends or fucking fags for friend that would rather spend time watching gay ass ufc instead of 10 super hot single girls that brought their own fucking alcohol!

Christmas was good at Sandra's, much better than expected. I went to Ana's and that was good too. I missed Darren's party thanks to again to my gayass friends. Lisa didn't work out. I feel as in limbo and don't wanna do shit. All this fucking people always expect me to have all the fucking answers. Fuck that!! Don't get me wrong, I know there are people out there that love me very very very much, but I just want to be alone for a while. I don't know what's going to happen tomorrow, fuck it, I'm just going with the flow from today till something changes. I should get a hair cut *sigh

ps I miss Mari so much and I kind of wanna cry.